I’m working the Reference Desk today. Not many reference questions, mostly people asking to reserve study rooms. I’m an overpaid admin assistant. Oh well. I have 2 annoyances this afternoon. My eye and boys who walk up to the Reference Desk and cannot refrain from touching themselves while I’m trying to help them.
A week ago, I scratched my eye, while trying to put in eye drops (my BP affected side eye was too dry). Then over the course of the week, some germs got into my scratched eye. So by Friday, I was completely miserable. My sister Wy had to drive me to Sells (emergency room – which btw, is not really an emergency room). Apparently, all IHS staff have a weekly staff meeting on Friday mornings (seriously – for 4 hours!???). Clearly they could benefit from some process improvement or facilitation skills if they need 4 hours per week for staff meeting!
My eye was so sensitive to light that I experienced stabbing pain in my eye. I felt like I was going to pass out or throw up, sometimes both. I had to wear my sunglasses and put my hoodie over my face. My sister had to lead me around while walking outside. It was ridiculous. ER Doc referred me to the Ophthalmologist since he clearly didn’t have any clue on how to treat me. Eye Doc numbed & diliated my eye. Ohhhh that felt good – the 1st time in a week that my eye felt okay (because it was NUMB!). My sis wasn’t very impressed with the Eye Doc. She said he was Judgy McJudge. He only asked me the usual questions about diabetes, drugs, alcohol, abuse, etc. It was evident that I was completely desensitized by these questions because it offended my sister.
Evidently, I scratched my cornea so now that exposed part was infected. I was given 3 different eye meds: 1 for infection, 1 for pain and 1 for infection (overnight). They all hurt like a bitch (except the overnight bc it’s an ointment cream). Bottom line is I have blurry vision because the scratched eye is my good eye. I’m legally blind in my left eye so I only have 1 good eye (which is now blurry). That should explain why the monitor resolution is set to 800X600. It just feels like something is stuck in my eye – except I can’t get the debris out. It’s very frustrating and I feel like I’m constantly being tested – like how much more can I handle. It just drains you when having to deal with eye issues.
The other annoyance – boys coming up to the desk. There is one guy in particular who came up to the desk last week, asking to reserve a room. He was standing a step behind next to another person I was helping at the desk. He started to scratch himself, quite rigorously! I had to stop talking to just stared at him, like – Seriously???! You’re going to stand there ignoring my blatant stare down while your hand is down the front of your shorts, and scratching!??? He left and came back a little later. I helped him reserve a room, and had to ask for his student ID. He took it out and put it on the counter. I glanced at his ID without touching it. Eww!
Then he came to the desk again today, with another person from his group. And this other person from his group, did the same thing (but didn’t reach into his shorts – thankfully). Then he proceeded to pull up his shirt and scratch his chest!!! I’m curious as to what other information/service providers do or say when their customers exhibit this type of behavior.
In other news, it’s my favorite time of the year – spring. It feels like I haven’t been able to enjoy it. I’ve been experiencing health issues and it keeps jumping from one issue to the next. I hope you’re doing better than I have been doing. There is a bright spot from this week. I applied and was interviewed for a Library Director position at Central Arizona College in Coolidge (about 54 minute drive from Tucson). My former team leader called me to let me know that she received a call from the selection committee, doing a reference check on me. Apparently I’m on a very short list for this position. I’m cautiously excited!!! A Librarian job! Yay!
I hope I won’t be full of woes the next time I blog. I wish you good health and happiness my friends.